Hey,hies,ello

What I did today was simple. I don't know if i really enjoyed it or just some other peace days of my life. I was wondering how she is feeling now. Sorry, I'm not currently there with you for you.. If you want to cry.. Cry dearest but that won't change anything. Everything has happened. It's going to be Raya soon and i hoped we can enjoy ourselves that day. Ask for forgiveness.. Reminisce on the the times where you did wrong and just take this problems as a punishment to the wrongs you've done. I didn't sleep quite well yesterday, thinking about your ways in handling life problems.. You've got Patience. I salute you for that. I respect you.. I don't know if i can handle those situation. Maybe not,maybe now,I'll be trying to kill myself!

Let's just move on to the fun part now. I don't want to get emotionally stressed out!

I still can't believe that I did not make it through the Audition. But like what my Dad told me: "Let bygones be Bygones, as it will just give a negative impact on you. Think about the future is better and wiser!" ooohhh.... Words that made me forget about the past that I've gone through. Words that made me the person who I am now. I hoped every single person will not keep a single hatred yeah?

I am still going on a process called 'ReHab' because.. It's not because of my misbehavior. Don't get the wrong idea.. It's a rehab on my Laziness.. Yerp, just because I'm Lazy. Imagine how my results turned out to be BAD! okay,maybe not s bad. I'm dramatic.. but it's not as good.. Is that even the right word? hrrmm...

About ECha,I don't think I should continue. I want to live my life not worrying about anything. So, you are not allowed to ask or tell anything about him unless i bring his matter up, k? I don't want to go through the past life. I want to be the girl who sit at the side with few little friends. The girl who doesn't talk much but listen. The girl who sits at the canteen table and prefers waiting for her friends to join than she joins with anyone. The girl who doesn't care about what people say as she knows. This Is Her Life! The girl who accepts advice but neglects insults.. The girl who everyone dreams of at times when time get rough. The girl who sings her heart out when she felt she hadto or she just wants to.. Lastly and importantly, The girl who everone LOVES!

Urs4everandever,
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