Hey,hies,elo,

Here I am sharing a new chapter of my week in this blog. Typing this memory of mine made me speechless. I don't what to type,i don't know how to share,i don't know if i could really control my emotion.As all of you know. Muslim peoples are having their Hari Raya celabration. This is where he story starts.

First day of raya; nothing actually happen . I got my haircut which i think i regretted it maybe a bit... :( yeahs, but i gotta admit, the auntie is very bad! She cut it wrongly but it's okay.. I guess i need to wait a lil bit to have my long hair back rite? yerp.... I go for a straightening before going back home to do a short bath and get ready for RAYA... (FYI, i did bath before i went for a haircut!) Bla.. bla.. bla.. after that we went to three houses.. As we had a lil bit of problem going on.. We didn't go to a lot of houses. But,i still try to have fun.. hey,, it's worth a try rite?

Second day, Hrrmmm.. nothing much. We went to two houses i think. yeahs. coz we woke up late and ended up leaving the house at 1 p.m! hehehe.. I'm a sleeping beauty! The schedule was exactly as the first day. Yerp. that describes the RAYAof mind. preety boring? I guess so! Not as exciting as last year or the lsat two years..

Third day, This is the part that I've been wanting to share with you peeps! The third day is when we got up early enough that we left the house at 11a.m We went straight to my Uncle's house andmy uncle bought for us MacDonald meal which is weird for a RAYA breakfast but it is still enjoyable. After that we drove to other Aunt and Uncle houses.. That was the day i got addicted to the story 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih' The story is nice.. In english i don't know how to translate.. but all i know is the story's amazing! :D Yeah.. so after we went to loads of houses! At niht when we reach oneof my Aunt house.. I cried in front of 'her' yes, i did! I can't believe I'm sooo weak! How can that be happening. I felt like I was the weakest gerl when I was crying. Can you imagine.. Me, crying? never happen in public much.. 'She' wiped my tears away and she shared with me a story that i can't even believe that it's happening to 'her'. Then what happens next is that she said, "Iffah,I'm gonna leave him.... I'm gonna take 'lil sis' with me. I can't stand living with him. I cannot be around him. He gives me problem all the tie. There is too many secrets he is hiding from me. Now,everything is showing itself. I need to turn a new leaf to live my life normally. Iffah,forgive k?"


After that,all i could was nod when i was still crying.. :( I LOVE YOU SO 'her'!!! Hope you are doing fine now!!

Urs4everandever,
Iffah